UD-Lesbian & Preface

Recently I have been having a very bad addiction about Urban Dictionary. I would look up some words that interest me and maybe make up my own definition for them too.

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I wrote this one only for memorising the woman that I had a short crush to–I hope that she will never know/see/be told about this. I think Simon might get really angry about this post (and he did anyway) but now I have already had no feeling to her anymore. I think it’s good to be true to myself, to admit that even someone so lucky like me who has everything can still have some silly troubles in life. I am not sure what would I feel when I see this in the future. Well, I hope I would be able to laugh at it. It was a silly little mistake that I could ever have in my life. Sorry Simon, I hope you forgive me for posting this. But I love you forever.
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Lesbian doesn’t have to mean that a woman is sexually attracted to another woman. Lesbian can be a woman emotionally, spiritually, romantically, or secretly attracted to another woman. One woman can have boyfriend/husband/partner but also at the same time thinking of another woman. This is an extremely exciting pleasure. Sometimes love can be very simple–doesn’t even need sex to make it feel completed. Sometimes a secret-lesbian-love is more fascinating–you think of the woman all the time, you might never tell her that you love her because you know that once you tell her then you won’t be able to be around her anymore. Like Echo and Narcissus. Like little mermaid and the prince. It’s an ecstasy but also an excruciation at the same time.

I am a secret lesbian–I love you but I will never tell you.